Sunday, December 21, 2008,
2:23 AM
This was in my mind just now...
"Why must you time after time throw me into deep pits when I was so happy?
All I ask was to let you see this prospective before you act. That all... Why such unreasonable hash words on me. Do you know that it hurts? "
What I sms to that person... I mean it... And I am going to do that when the time is right...
Tell you something... For the past 2 weeks, I really don't feel loved... I very tired at office after so many accusation at me... As I am typing this part of the blog, I am very very upset... Does giving the best for my customer wrong? I did a reasonable stuffs so that company can still maintain this customer with them. I tried my best to change the fact that our business is going downhill. I give up already... What they want to do, just do it bah... I am not going to care anymore... If company want to sacked or retrench me or whatsoever, go ahead...
The only thing i have in my heart for now is hatre...
p.s.
*** Sorry Eve... I wouldn't be a good armour to you... You don't need me too... You know that... Perhap you are correct... I cannot understand your heart as a leader... I am not a good connect group member, not a good cell group member... I don't fellowship with people... Always so stubborn in the things I do and the outlook I am... I am not worthy of what you wrote in my appreciation paper...***
***Sorry winnie if I was to break my promises to you... Love the people around you cos they love you too... And your milk tea is nice... really...***