Wednesday, January 14, 2009,
12:13 AM
Time now is 1220hrs.
Driving the company van again. Is it good or bad? While it may seem to be good to other, it is not exactly good for me. It mean additional responsibility and extra expenses incurring. So I really don't know whether it is good to drive the van around.
At the same time, I am dealing with work again. I want to let go on forming consol. The fact is when the sales personnel can't even do nothing about it, what else can I do? The question of who am I keep ringing in my head? i want to say I am God's child. But yet there are so many thing that I can't do anything about.
I suddenly felt that I am losing faith in everything. I don't have confident in my work. i don't have the motivation to carry on believe I should, I don't have the courage to declare my love to people. I don't have the strength to go storms and trials.
Can I MIA for two weeks? I am asking myself... Just let me sleep for 2 weeks also good.
...Hopefully she is alright... 