Saturday, February 28, 2009, 10:43 PM

Time now is 2235hrs.

Maybe I reply some tag first.

To Mingyao: I will think about it..

To Austin and Sandy,
Thanks and will try my best.

Ok Let talk about this week...

Happy things

My project team did it. We were the first group who presented the project and we actually set the expectation of all the other group presentation behind us. I never expected us to do so well this time. I am really overjoyed. Before the presentation I was praying that everything will be fine. I think He heard my prayer. hahaha.. Thanks God for being at my side.

Next most happy thing, I think will be Tuesday choir practice. We managed to complete African Medley Part II. That mean we sang it from the front to the end. The song is so nice. Haha.. Not classical but a very spiritual type of music. I like it very much. I am going to pratice my part and be ready for the next choir practice.

Next most happy thing, Soon Peng got water baptised. Wow congrat to him. He really took alot of effort to convince his parent to allow him to be Water Baptized. I hope as he goes through the ceremony, his life will change even better. I hope that he can do well in army and be a role model to all his teammate.

Next most happy thing. Huixian Birthday celebration. It is Huixian 25th Birthday on 03-03-09. Yeah. Know her for coming to two years already. I wish that all her wish will come true and that she will do her best in life and forget the unhappy past.

Concern that I have...

I wondering how can I improve the working relationship in office with my colleague. God tell me that I should understand why people don't like me. I need God to guide me in this. I want peace in the office. I want to work well with her.

I need to fresh idea in the outreaching of the adult. I think that adult is always different. For youth, we can always organise games. But for adult I think we need a event that is meaningful. I am out of idea for that. And i hope the whole team really go out and we do our best.

Ok what is going on tomorrow...

Bible Study at Expo..

Cell Group Meeting at Tampines...

Dinner with the Zone Adult...

Sunday, February 22, 2009, 4:36 PM

王力宏 - 你不在

当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
不过渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我并吞
wo
你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难捱 wo
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在
我受了伤害再偷偷好起来
你不在
时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说得对我不得不承认
wo
你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难捱 wo
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在 wo
受了伤害再偷偷好起来
你不在
wo 那些摇摆我都明白
都明白
但你不在爱已不在不在
你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在 wo
一个人分饰两角的恋爱 wo
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在 wo
像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱你不在
当我需要你的爱你不在

Saturday, February 21, 2009, 10:06 PM

Time now is 2206hrs
I am very tired. Nearly dozed off at the service and during the BS. Can tell that I am lacking of sleep. I dun feel like going anywhere. So after the BS I just want to come home.

I am very discouraged. And frankly speaking I have too many things in hand that I have to worry. Trying to grab the market share back from my company's competitors, Project on my OOG cargo, and alot of things. Everything not going very smoothly.

Had a lunch session with one of my customer. Glad that everything was alright with the operation team. Indeed, some of the customers have really gave the operation team some business but things wouldn't last long when the company not reacting to customer requirement. What is my company doing? USD 10K credit limit?? You might as well don't give the credit term. Or you only want max 3 containers per customer? Pure nonsense!! You want to get market share you got to listen to customer requirement if not you will never win the war.

What my boss doing? They are in business so long and they should know that if they want to take back the market share they need to take risk. If you don't want to take the risk then don't grumble that company losing market share. Yeah I know that there is a serious consequence if we lose in the risk, but if you don't do anything about it, that it also.

Project project project...
Finally figured out what finally that we will use sea shipment to bring that Petrojet from Tanjong Pelapas to Pasir Gudang. Still, it is not easy because we still have to coordinate the road transport portion. Have to deal with later.

Tell you how I feel now...
I feel alone... and depressed. Feel so helpless everytime when I can't do what I am supposed to do. I let down someone.

Thursday, February 19, 2009, 1:11 AM

Time now is 0112hrs.

I am very stressed that why I am losing my sleep tonight. Tomorrow having class test during lecture. I haven't even take out the notes and revise. Going to do last minute study again tomorrow morning.

Meanwhile company is doing ver poorly and I felt that I need to help to bring in some sales. But once again I was being attacked on doing so. Thuzar ask me something like, am I sales person? Then why I am doing that. These people cannot simply dun understand that if we are going to depend on the sales team, the company can might as well close down.

On the adult outreach, I felt very disheartened. The only person that is very into this is the newest member of the cg whom I thought she still needed to be look after. I felt burden=ized. Because I can't get help when I genuinely need one. Everyone seem to be living in their own world and don't care about what is going on. Upcoming sunday I can actually forget about the BS I am having if the team want to do it. But doesn't seem to be the case and furthermore we don't have the time to run the event too.

Haiz... I really hate my life now... Can I just dig a hole and hide myself somewhere??

Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 11:28 PM

心跳 --王力宏

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想跟我吵架

我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉

我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

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你又在哭泣我给不了安慰

我又在摇头有那么点后悔

爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

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你的眼神充满魅力带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起

那悬在记忆中的美好

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想跟我吵架我没那么无聊

不懂得道歉我没那么聪明

好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口

两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪

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你的眼神充满魅力带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起

那悬在记忆中的美好

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你的眼神充满魅力带走我的心跳

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起

那悬在记忆中的美好

, 10:44 PM

Time now is 2245hrs.

Today have been a day that I tried to do something about the sales. I tried my best to find consol or FCL shipments. I didn't get much result. I need to do something to help to boast the sales and market share of my sector of work. But then I am also half hearted because everytime when I do that I will be poured with cold water.

Vincent say that we need to find mean and way to get the market share of the shipment. First month saw a great losses draw an alarm to the management. I thought they were still sleeping. But what he say don't serve any purpose and there is no motivation on his words on us. The one hour meeting is basically a briefing session on the current company situation.

Went to choir practice today. I am like woah... Did some music theory thingy and learning how to do sight reading using syllabus. Then join the adult choir for practice. Spend some time to figure out why they say Do at G cos I always sing Do at Bb or C. Haha... Because tuba is in this key mah. lolx.. And yeah the music is in G major. Interesting!. Looking forward for the next practice.

Friday, February 13, 2009, 11:07 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009, 11:32 PM

Time now is 2330hrs.
I am so irritated and my dizzyness since yesterday got worsed.
I don't want to talk to her already.
I am wasting my saliva.

Why why why must she get herself hurt everytime?
When get she get mature and do correct thing in life?
When can she wake up?
What she want in her life?

I am so angry until my blood vessel going to burst already.
Fine man, I don't care... Why should I?

Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 1:37 PM

Time now is 1338hrs
I have not updated my blog on the events that have happened the last few days

06-02-09
Yeah It was my birthday... Rather miserable one because I was already sick since morning. I supposed to meet my friend and we are supposed to go Sungei Buloh Wetland, ended I couldn't go. The fever is actually pretty bad and I don't really know why.

After CGM, S33 gave me a Birthday Surprise! Instead of a card, Winnie make a Candy-mix- pills container for me. All the birthday wishes was inside the pills. Yeah I read through all of them and thanks for all for the wishes.

07-02-09
The fever got worsen and I couldn't even get out of bed. Therefore I couldn't attend the service. I went to see the doctor and with regard about my sickness. He say that it was Tonsil infection and gave me some medicine and say that if my fever don't come down I have to go back to him on Monday

S33 throw me another surprise by coming up to visit me. I felt so happy that they are there for me everytime.

I was shivering halfway in my sleep at night. The shivering lasted for about 1 hour and I sat on my sofa helplessly until it stop and I went back to sleep. Don't know what actually going on.

08-02-09
I was feeling better
Attempted to attend service. But when I was inside the hall, I started to shiver badly again. And after I come out from B4, my temperature rose out of control and I went to buy some cold drink to try to sole the temperature but in the end throw out. Feeling so horrible, went back home, took the medicine and ice pack to reduce the temperature. I need to mention that no matter whether I am sick or not I don't like to be heated up.

09-02-09
I felt better in the morning. Actually I didn't sleep at all for the whole night because of the fever.
I get out of the house and went to Jurong west church for Prayer Meeting. After the Prayer Meeting I fellowship with Sandy, Shannon and Winnie and went back home.

Initially I want to do my project, but after a while I felt very funny and temperature rose again and this time I can't even eat as I kept throwing out. Even drinking of plain water, I will just throw out. In the evening I have no choice that I went back to the clinic again and they say Tonsil Infection has worsen and they wrote a referral and ask admitted NUH A & E. Went in there, did blood test, was put on drip. Met the specialist from ENT, he used a tube through my nose and see my tonsil and told me no need to be warded in the hospital. He also used a type of spray and sprayed on my tonsil and it clear up! This is to my relieve because I dun like to ward in hospital. After discussing the sickness with me, he say I will have to go back to see in 7 days time. After everything, I took the medicine and go home.

Been suffering for the past few days, prayed hard that my suffering can quickly be over.

, 10:36 AM

Been a nightmare for me these few days. Below explain what is going on with me.

It is a swelling of the tonsils caused by an infection. The most frequent cause of tonsillitis is viral virus. Several of the viruses are the same as the ones found in the common cold. Similar to a cold, tonsillitis is contagious and spread by couching, sneezing, and breathing. The germs only travel a short distances, typically less than 3 feet.

In general, Tonsillitis starts with an unexpected sore throat and painful swallowing. There might also be some difficulty with breathing and swallowing.
Children between the ages 3 to 7 years are affected by Tonsillitis because at this age their tonsils are in the most active period, battling infections.

Tonsillitis is normally not a life threatening condition.
Tonsillitis symptom
Abnormal redness of tonsils
White or yellow layer on tonsils
Swollen Lymph Node in the neck
Bad breathe
Weird voice
Fever
Tonsillitis treatment

Usually, the pain and fever can be relieved by over-the-counter medicine, such as Ibuprofen or Tylenol. Another option would be gargling with warm salt water. Mix 1 teaspoon of salt in 8 ounces of water. Tonsillitis treatment is usually healed with basic home remedies.
Drink a lot of clear fluids to avoid dehydration.
Tonsillectomy

It is a common operation; around 45,000 are done yearly, mostly in children under the age of 15 years old. The operation takes about half an hour and an overnight stay in the hospital.
Tonsillectomy is only suggested to people who:
Five tonsillitis in the past year
Recurrent ear infections caused by swollen tonsils
The swelling making it harder to swallow or breath
Tonsillitis is usually cured within 1 week but it may take a few weeks for the tonsils and swollen lymph node to return to normal size.

Thursday, February 5, 2009, 3:58 PM

Time now is 1600hrs
As I surfed through the interent, I saw this particular article in yahoo news.

SEOUL (AFP) - - A dogged South Korean grandmother has failed her driving test 771 times, police said Thursday, but a local newspaper reported she will keep trying.
The 68-year-old, identified only by her last name Cha, has taken the test almost every working day since 2005 in the southwestern city of Jeonju. She failed again Monday for the 771st time.
"It was a record-breaking number here," Choi Yong-Cheol, a police sergeant supervising the test in the city's Deokjingu district, told AFP.
"I wonder if she will try it again for a 772nd time."
The Korea Times said Cha will in fact be back for another attempt.
Choi said that Cha cannot pass the preliminary written section of the test, averaging scores of 30-50 whereas the pass mark is 60 out of 100.
Local media said that Cha sells food and household items door to door at apartment complexes, carrying the items in a handcart, but wants to get a car for her business.
Police estimate she has spent almost five million won (3,600 dollars) to take the written test, with each test costing 6,000 won in addition to other expenses.
"I feel sorry every time I see Cha fail. When she passes, I'll make a commemorative tablet myself and give it to her," one officer was quoted as saying.

An article that tell us not to give up to things that you really want to do it.

Monday, February 2, 2009, 11:10 PM

Time now is 2305hrs.

Yeah I just came back from my course lesson in Bukit Merah and I am very tired. Just now after blogging at the Lan Shop, I boarded onto the bus and I slept all the way to Bukit Merah Interchange. All passengers alighted already and I am still sleeping there. Am I that tired? lolx.

And yeah as promised myself I am putting up picture onto my blog.

Today my lesson talk about different types of payment that is used in International Trade Management as well as the Seller and buyer's concern on the trade.

There are so many types of transactions like Telegraphics Transfer, Letter of Credit, Documentary collection, International Cheque, Bank Draft and International Money order. And we are looking into Documentary collection.

Basically, there are two types of Documentary collection --> Documents against payment and Documents against acceptance. And my lecturer spent about two hours to explain the whole theory to us. And I seem to become problem kid and keep asking question to him. And yeah I have a very clear picture of everything.

Merlion!!

Esplanade Roof Terrace

It so hot!!

, 4:23 PM

Time now is 1625hrs
I am now at a Internet Lan shop at Stamford Road.

Today I went to Jurong East Sport Complex at around 1020hrs and actually found that Opening hr for the swimming pool will only start at 1430hrs. As it is going to disrupt my plan, I skipped the swimming part and went straight to the Gym. Did some upper body exercise with some machines and Brisk walking on the Trac machine. While I was doing brisk walking, I try to sing softly some praise and worship and it really keep me in tempo and I have a brisk walking session.

After that, I had lunch at the market nearby and proceeded to esplanade and find one corner to study on my course material as I am having lession later. But that place really too cosy liao. And I think I was tired by the morning workout and I couldn't concentrate my study. So ended up I stopped study and went to Rooftop and start taking photo with my camera. I will download the photo to the blog later when I get back home.

And finally here I am at a Lan Shop and assessing to internet because I am worry that there might be anything cropping up in office. Just log on and take a look and nothing really happened.

It feel so good today as I don't need to worry about shipment or the cars or the what ever nuisances from the office.

Oh yeah I will officially launch my journal's eye blog soon. Stay tuned!!

, 12:52 AM

Time now is 0052hrs.
Early sunday morning went to Mingyao place for bible study and yeah completed two chapters and taken the quiz. Yeah managed to talk to Mingyao over alot of things including my problems. He gave me some good advices and I will go and follow it accordingly.

On this point, although he advise that I should not isolate myself. But I will really appreciate that I can have some time with myself and let me think what I can do in work, in study, in spiritual life and as myself. And I really don't want people to disturb me for now. So I wouldn't be switching on my phone for next two weeks.

But something I can assure everyone. I am old enough to think liao. I still have a lot unfinished job to take care of inside and outside my life. And that all cell group meeting and service and prayer meeting I will be there. I wouldn't go missing.

To all other people who is related with at work, don't disturb me. Just take it that myself as a vessel is inside ship yard for maintainance and will really to serve you after 15-02-09.

Today met Qiu Ting and her husband. Woah QT driving leh. not bad wor. We went to eat at Jurong West Street 41 Blk 480. There is a vegetarian store there that selling Yong Tau Fu and it is nice one lor. Too bad didn't bring my camera out if not I will take photo of the food.

After gathering with both of them, I went to Jurong Point and watch Love Matters. Comedy but it bring out message of love. Nice movie...

And yeah, everything is clear and fine liao. Glad that she clear the whole thing and I will let the matter go.

, 12:30 AM

Should anyone have any life and death situation need to look for me, you may locate me at these places.

Schedule for 02-02-09
8 a.m --> Jurong East Sport Complex (Gym)
10a.m --> Jurong East Swimming Complex
2 p.m --> Esplanade Library
6 p.m --> Lesson at Bukit Merah
12p.m --> Home

Schedule for 03-02-09
8 a.m --> Jurong East Sport Complex (Gym)
10 a.m --> Jurong East Swimming Complex
1 p.m. --> Jurong East National Library (Project)
3 p.m --> Sentosa Flower Fair
6 p.m --> unknown at the moment
12 p.m --> Home.

All schedule are subjected to last minute rearrangement depending on the weather and the mood of the person.

Sunday, February 1, 2009, 3:18 AM

Time now is 0318hrs
This post is specially annoucement that Miss Delphin Fur Qing Tong is officially my sister...
Hope it clear all doubts...
**Yawning
Have to put it up before she spasm me.. Lolx..

Saturday, February 28, 2009, 10:43 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2009, 4:36 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009, 10:06 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009, 1:11 AM

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Friday, February 13, 2009, 11:07 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009, 11:32 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 1:37 PM

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Thursday, February 5, 2009, 3:58 PM

Monday, February 2, 2009, 11:10 PM

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