Saturday, February 21, 2009,
10:06 PM
Time now is 2206hrs
I am very tired. Nearly dozed off at the service and during the BS. Can tell that I am lacking of sleep. I dun feel like going anywhere. So after the BS I just want to come home.
I am very discouraged. And frankly speaking I have too many things in hand that I have to worry. Trying to grab the market share back from my company's competitors, Project on my OOG cargo, and alot of things. Everything not going very smoothly.
Had a lunch session with one of my customer. Glad that everything was alright with the operation team. Indeed, some of the customers have really gave the operation team some business but things wouldn't last long when the company not reacting to customer requirement. What is my company doing? USD 10K credit limit?? You might as well don't give the credit term. Or you only want max 3 containers per customer? Pure nonsense!! You want to get market share you got to listen to customer requirement if not you will never win the war.
What my boss doing? They are in business so long and they should know that if they want to take back the market share they need to take risk. If you don't want to take the risk then don't grumble that company losing market share. Yeah I know that there is a serious consequence if we lose in the risk, but if you don't do anything about it, that it also.
Project project project...
Finally figured out what finally that we will use sea shipment to bring that Petrojet from Tanjong Pelapas to Pasir Gudang. Still, it is not easy because we still have to coordinate the road transport portion. Have to deal with later.
Tell you how I feel now...
I feel alone... and depressed. Feel so helpless everytime when I can't do what I am supposed to do. I let down someone.