Tuesday, April 21, 2009,
10:31 PM
Time now is 2231hrs.
I am supposed to do my study now. But then thought may be I can pen a short blog here on how I feel.
I am worried about coming Friday with Vincent Chew whom is our General Manager of my company. I don't know how are we going to tell him that the shipment loading have dropped more than 60% for the month of April. I warned my manager (Richard) about it but nothing is being done.
Why am I so concerned about all these thing? It is just because of a promise that I will help to look after the company. A silent promise to my ex manager and my mentor. That why I am so stressed. I cannot afford to let customer disappeared from the company. Yet I am helpless because things are simply not at my control.
Let hope that the booking can jump to more than 40 FEU coming to the end of the month.
I will want to go for Genting Highland Band Competition in Nov. But there is one condition that I have to fulfil. That is I must attending Saturday afternoon with NYP Alumni Band. But if I do that I wouldn't be able to make for service 2. Playing music for CNL will take me away from cgm on sunday. It is really not easy decision.
So which one should I give up?