Friday, September 19, 2008,
11:38 PM
Time now is 2115hrs.
I just came back from a full day of church activities.
At Service today, Pastor Kong spoken to us about the 5 qualities that Son of God should have.
1. A son carries the genetic code of the house.
2. A son serves the vision of the house.
3. A son share the pride in their house.
4. A son accept discipline in the house.
5. A son give birth to children.
All Pastor Kong spoken set me thinking about my christian life with our lord. Did I carries the genetic of the house? Do I serve the vision of the house? Do I share the pride of the house? Did follow the rules of our lord? And will I be able to help to expand the church by bringing more new friends to the church? so at the end of the service today, I am really full of thought in mind.
After the whole service, Mingyao sms me whether I should join the security ministry first. I did not hesitated and say yes. I always think in this way. Even though I wish to contribute on things that I know and but if there is a ministry that need help and I am available, I will be there to help. And also... I shouldn't choose what to serve. Haha.. That is my principle in this issue. So I will wait for Mingyao reply and follow instructions and go for it.
There is currently 4 issue that is running through my life.
Firstly is my career with Zim Logistics S.E.A Pte Ltd.
Secondly is my dream as a musician.
Thirdly my diploma course.
Fourthly and most importantly, walking and following my lord.
There is alot of contradicating things going on. And I have to balance everything. Career is important because I want to be successful in what I do and in way, repay the company with more business for the company. As musician, it have my passion all along and music really accompanied me when I am all alone. In music i express things that I couldn't express in real life. The second chance in studying again and I don't wat to regret.. I want to be the top scholar and that I will be able to go And being a christian, I want to live house of god. Doing all these at the same time is really not easy. Things tend to crash together sometime. I pray really hard that I can make decision at doing the correct things at the correct time.
Kambate Kambate Kambate