Wednesday, October 1, 2008,
10:21 PM
Time now is 2222hrs.
Yesterday Winnie and I went to Swensen. Well I actually promised her that if she can passed her Theory Test with one pass I will treat her a meal at Swensen. And yes she did it with one pass. So yeah the treat was on me. Had a good meal there.
Well before that in office my boss finally announced to us about the retrenchment in our company. And yeah I am stressed now. but no one in my family knows about it. Perhap I don't want them to worry to. This will be the first time this term retrenchment is so near to me. There are already some news that certain people are going to be axed and it will be make known to them tomorrow.
I feeling very heavy burden at my back. At one point I need to concentrate on my study and another point I need to worry about the sales of my company and my rice bowl. Actually I wanted to talk to Chak Kwang and Jowell today. In fact for the past few weeks I was looking forward to our friendship day. And yeah we are supposed to celebrate it together. But none of these two friends have taken it seriously. And finally I got really fedup and I just tell them to call it off. If we are not serious about it then we don't do it. That is my principle all along.
I feel so trapped inside myself. Wondering how... Hope that tomorrow will be a better day.