Wednesday, October 15, 2008,
8:52 PM
Time now is 2053hrs.
I noticed something about myself recently. I am more and more loosing my cool at work. Am I tired already? I seriously don't know. I just suddenly feel that it is so hopeless to change something by yourself. The whole team are not moving at all. And the only thing I can do is to just stand there and see everything unfolding.
One of the colleague say this about freight collect shipment. Why do I take such a dirty job? To me it is like what do you mean by dirty job? Can I choose my job? They are our customer isn't it? At one hand people say not to let go our customer, and at other hand they are not taking job. They can go home on time, but what about me? Am I not tired? I am like reaching home everyday after 11pm. They say they are very busy. What about me? Based on the number of shipment at my hand, I have nothing to do?
Yeah I feel like quitting. But the more you want me to do that I wouldn't do it.
Sincerely, most of my colleagues have lost my respect to them. There is currently two person that I really respected them. The rest of them is like this phase. "When the King of Beast is missing, Monkey take its place" The company have not direction. It is just floating day after day. And the things wouldn't improve even when the warehouse is up. I don't believe that warehousing can do much because of the economy status now. So how? Just see the company fold up?
I feel so hopeless now...