Sunday, October 26, 2008,
1:46 AM
Time now is 0147hrs.
I am actually feeling very upset for the last one week.
Had a fight at home and injured myself while this happened...
Company have retrenched people...
Alot of cropped up at work...
Project not finished....
Study not doing well...
See two friend in need yet I can't do anything at all to help...
So friends... you see that I am very happy... I am not...
I want to run away like what one of my friend is doing... but will it solve the problem? no...
Yes I am very negative now...
I feel that I want to lock myself up for the next one week at home...
I want to think it over again what I can do and ask god to tell me what I should do...
To one friend,
Can you don't bang your hand at things? And can you dun argue with your mum? Can you cherish your study because it is through your parent that you have a chance to continue to study? Never give up can? And if you remember the bet, I want you to win me.. and of cos I am not going to lose so easily...
To another friend,
If you will ever see this blog, contact us... We love and care for you... Really...