Friday, November 7, 2008,
7:45 PM
Time now is 1930hrs.
Been very sick recently but something happened and I couldn't take rest since I went to back to work.
Update my trip to KL. Yeah I went to my friend wedding dinner. Very kampong like. All the people there are the neighbours and neigbourhood is not small. It still divided into different zones. So I was lost when I was going there and gosh taxi driver also don't know the way after I give the address to him. Traffic jam in KL is indeed very bad. Everywhere is jam with cars. a 20 mins trip become a 1 hour plus trip.
After I left the wedding dinner, I also went back to the restaurant that my friend is working there. Yeah met Jing Jing there and have chat wih her for awhile. I have not seen her since March trip. Glad she is alright and her work is fine.
The next day when I wake up, I feel something is wrong with me, I was running a fever already with running nose. I was like cannot make it already in the morning. But I forced myself to wake up and ate some breakfast and rushed to the terminal for boarding the bus back to Singapore. Once I went up the bus I started to sleep and wake up occassionally to look at where I was. I reached Tuas checkpoint around 12.30pm and after all custom formalities, I alighted the tour bus near the Raffles Marina Club and get a taxi to church service.
As I promised my friend in church that I will be back to church in time for Prayer session and Service. I am glad I didn't break that. I was there at the church at 2pm sharp, only to find out that none of the cell group members is there yet and that the prayer session is 2.30pm. When I was there I am really floating and my body is shutting down and I keep telling myself that promise must be fulfilled. Went through the prayer session and service. At the end of the service I am already want to fainted. But still cannot go home.
Due the submission date of the project is monday, after service I have to rush to meet my group members and finalised how the project going to be presented. When I was there in the library, my head is like breaking already. I felt like I want to ram my head at the pillar.
I reached home at 9pm that night and went to find ways and means to do something on my sickness.
So what happened over the week?
Group project for the airfreight project is finally done and alot of efforts is put in and I was very happy that everything is alright. The mark we will leave it to the lecturer to decide. Upcoming due project are Airfreight personal project and Sea Freight group project.
Exam is also coming and my exam date is on 20-11-08 for Sea Freight module and 28-11-08 for Airfreight module. Yeah I am stressed. Because there is alot of revision that I need to do while working. I don't have much time.
At work, everything is in a mess. Seem that there was a lot of backlog that I have to clear and the whole operation department want me to clear them first before taking up new jobs. some of the shipper only wanted me to handle them because I know them and work with them well. I can't do anything but to follow the department instruction.
Making the matter worse, two of the BLs that I send out to customer went missing and that a Banker Guarantee of about 240 thousand USD is needed to furished to the carrier before they will release container to the customer at destination. I talked to my boss and seem that he is not helping me at all and I have to settle everything on my own. Because of this I have lost my sleep for the past few days. Where am I going to find this amount of Banker Guarantee?
Worse still, I am stuck in a management situation, I was last minute notify that I need to go for the Airfreight Dangerous Goods Course at Changi Airfreight Centre on Monday. HR manager say I need to take over my colleague and attend the course. But my manager just called me and want me to return back to the office tomorrow. Now you tell me, If I don't go, there wouldn't be any refund for the course, and if I go back to office, I wouldn't able to make it for lesson as late comer will be refused to entry.
I was supposed to be at Cell Group meeting tonight, but I never go because my flu is still very strong and I don't want to infect anyone in the cell group. Some of my colleagues already claimed that I pass the virus to them. I don't want the same thing happening to the cell group members. but Winnie think that I am stubborn and don't want to go for Cell Group Meeting. She thought that I am dwelling over my own problems. Yes but the main reason is I am sick and I don't want to infect anyone.
No point for me to explain that to her. I have been explaining and explainig to people on things and that I am very tired.