Tuesday, November 11, 2008,
9:36 PM
Time now is 2140hrs.
Last two days have been attending Dangerous Good Course at the Changi Airfreight Centre. Yeah company ask me to go the course, but this time it only added pressure on me. Now I have three papers to take care of. I am very tired with all of the pressure that is pressing me down.
Meanwhile The lost BL issue still cannot be resolved. I don't know what to do. I cannot sleep properly for the past few nights and I still don't know what to do.
I tried to reduce my pressure by talking to people. Alot of people gave me alot of supports and ask me not to think to much. But none of them can help me at all. No one can help me... So end up my conclusion is telling people about become no purposes.
Yeah sometime I ask myself... Who in my life will really help me when I am in need? But conclusion is I don't have any friend that will really help me in my life. I am very de-moralised now.
I beginning to doubt the values that I always believe in. 