Thursday, February 19, 2009,
1:11 AM
Time now is 0112hrs.
I am very stressed that why I am losing my sleep tonight. Tomorrow having class test during lecture. I haven't even take out the notes and revise. Going to do last minute study again tomorrow morning.
Meanwhile company is doing ver poorly and I felt that I need to help to bring in some sales. But once again I was being attacked on doing so. Thuzar ask me something like, am I sales person? Then why I am doing that. These people cannot simply dun understand that if we are going to depend on the sales team, the company can might as well close down.
On the adult outreach, I felt very disheartened. The only person that is very into this is the newest member of the cg whom I thought she still needed to be look after. I felt burden=ized. Because I can't get help when I genuinely need one. Everyone seem to be living in their own world and don't care about what is going on. Upcoming sunday I can actually forget about the BS I am having if the team want to do it. But doesn't seem to be the case and furthermore we don't have the time to run the event too.
Haiz... I really hate my life now... Can I just dig a hole and hide myself somewhere??